Sermon – The Rev. Leah D. Schade
“Mary at Jesus’ Feet”
Lent 5, Year C; John 12:1-8
Some women
spend a lot of time at a man’s feet.
Some sisters find themselves looking at a man’s feet for most of their
lives. What does the world look like
when feet are all you see? What does the
world look like when you have a view from below? I would venture to say that
the view is pretty dirty from down below.
You see a lot grime. You see a
lot of shhhhhapes and sizes of trash that collect on the bottom of a man’s shoes.
When you spend your life at a man’s feet, you learn a lot
about him. You learn where he walks and
who he walks over and who he steps on to get where he’s going. You learn the power of a man when his foot is
in your face, or in your stomach, or on your head. Some women spend a lot of time at a man’s
feet.
But it’s not just women.
Whole races have found themselves looking at a man’s feet for
generations upon generations. Whole shiploads
of men and women in chains heard and watched men’s feet on the deck above them,
pacing, stomping, kicking.
And not just whole races, but also entire populations. There are countries filled with factories
lined with women and children bent over sewing machines and mechanical presses
to make $100 dollar pairs of shoes and sneakers and boots for the feet of their
oppressors halfway around the world. And
they won’t make enough in one month to even afford to purchase one pair of the
footware they make. Oh, they know an
awful lot about our feet.
Life is not pretty when you spend your life at someone
else’s feet.
Mary knew what it was like.
As a typical Hebrew women in a typical first-century household, she
would have spent her life looking at the feet of men. As a young girl, she would have followed the
feet of her father and brother, tending to their needs, cleaning up their
messes, perhaps even stooping to wash their feet each night when they came in
for their supper. She probably never
questioned her life lived from down below because it was the life that her sister
lived, her mother lived, her grandmother lived and all the generations of women
who came before her. And as soon as a
marriage could be arranged, she would stoop at the feet of her husband, and
teach her daughters to do the same. And
so it would go for generations to come.
And then one day a certain man came to their house. A rabbi who was unlike any other rabbi,
unlike any other man she had ever encountered.
As she overheard him talking with the men, speaking about the kingdom of
God like a woman searching for a lost coin, or a woman kneading yeast into
bread, she was so shocked to hear her experiences voiced by this man that she
could not help herself. She stopped in
her stooped-over task and looked up.
Do you know how it feels to be bent over, sweating over some
dirty task, and then to raise your eyes, straighten your back, lift your chin,
square your shoulder, and look up? Your
spine straightens and your lungs expand and you can feel a smile spread across
your face. So without even thinking Mary
found herself at the feet of this strange rabbi, not to cater to his needs, but
to learn from his teachings.
And it wasn’t the men who told her to get back to work – it
was her sister! Who do you think you
are, trying to be all big, trying to be like the men. You get back to your station! You get back to work! Isn’t that just the case when someone tries
to better themselves? It’s the ones
still stuck down below who try to pull you back down. Are they jealous? Or do they fear something else? What do you think you’re doing, Mary? You think I’m gonna clean your feet now? You think you’re better than me? You get right back down here with the rest of
us.
But Jesus says, no.
She has chosen the better part.
And so Mary is no longer picking the grit out of this man’s feet. She is sitting at his feet as a student, as a
disciple, and, I daresay, as a full citizen in the kingdom of God.
But that’s not the last time Mary would find herself at
Jesus’ feet. One chapter earlier than
our reading today, we find Mary at Jesus’ feet again after her brother Lazarus
has died and lies buried in a cave for four days. She is collapsed at Jesus’ feet this time,
not to serve, not to learn, but to cry and mourn with him. So moved was Jesus by her tears that he himself
wept. This time as Mary knelt at Jesus’
feet, she might have seen the salty drops falling on his dusty sandals. But then, miracle of miracles, Jesus’ raises
her brother from the dead. Lazarus, come
out, he cries. And this time her tears mingle with his not in agony, but in
joyous surprise and gratitude.
And that brings us to our reading today. Mary is once again at Jesus’ feet. She’s not his student. She is not weeping. She is anointing him. And she is anointing him with a perfume that
had to travel 2500 miles from the mountains of Nepal, at a cost of nearly a
year’s wages, in order to be what?
Poured on his feet? It’s bad
enough that she’s wasting this expensive nard anointing him at all, but to pour
it on his feet? And then to wipe his
feet with her hair? She is washing that
man right into her hair. She is
practically committing fornication on him with her audacious, extravagant act
of sensual intimacy. What does she think
she’s doing?
I'll tell you what she’s doing.
She is giving thanks for Jesus’ feet.
She is glorifying his feet. She
is giving thanks for feet that did not kick her down but somehow lifted her
up. She is glorifying feet that did not
walk all over her, but walked with her in her time of deepest sorrow.
When Mary is at the feet of Jesus, a reversal happens. He brings her in from the margins of society,
places her in the center of the men’s discourse about what it means to be a
disciple, what it means to learn about God.
He recognizes her intelligence, her passion, and, I daresay, her
leadership potential.
When Mary is at the feet of Jesus, the world is turned
upside down. She is no longer a
non-person, a throw-away female, a dispensable object. Jesus recognizes her personhood, her value,
her worth, her belovedness as a child of God, not for use and abuse by another,
but as a free and dignified person in her own right. No longer relegated to the dusty down-below,
Mary is now just as much a human being as the ones she serves. She is a full-fledged, card-carrying member
of the household of God.
And so I want to ask you, whose feet are you looking
at? Whose feet are you sitting at? Whose feet are walking beside you? Whose feet are you glorifying?
Being at the feet of Jesus means that, from now on, you are
no longer authorized to be under the foot of another. Being at the feet of Jesus means that, from
now on, you are no longer permitted to be wiping your hair across the shoes of
your superior because he is no longer your superior. Being at the feet of Jesus means that, from
now on, you are no longer allowed to clean the bottom of another’s shoe of
whatever excrement he may have picked up along the way. Being at the feet of Jesus means that, from
now on, you are no longer authorized to be the doormat of another to be walked
on, stepped into, or wiped across.
Being at the feet of Jesus means that, from now on, you are
no longer allowed to be at the feet of another.
Unless . . . you choose to.
Unless you choose to be at the foot of another and learn what they have
to teach you so that you will be treated with respect and appreciated for your
intelligence and lifted up to then teach another.
Unless you choose . .
. to be at the feet of another sharing your tears with them, stooping in
solidarity with them as they mourn, kneeling in prayer with them as you
together ask for the mercy of God.
Unless you choose . . . to be at the feet of another and
clean their poor, cracked feet, weary with long years and heavy burdens; to be
at the feet of another and pour out on them a blessing of abundance they have
never before known, like sweet perfume that they could never have asked for nor
expected, and, because of your respect for who they are, even in their
miserable state, they experience as the grace of God through you.
You can choose to be at the foot of another. Because less than a week later, the master
himself, taking his cue from the woman who stooped, knelt down, and bent over
to anoint him, the master himself will take off his cloak and strip down to
nothing but the uniform of a janitor, a hotel cleaning lady, a sanitation
worker, a hospital orderly and he will stoop, kneel down, bend over the feet of
his disciples to wash their dirty, smelly feet.
It was shocking enough to see Mary “wasting” all that perfume on the
feet of their teacher. But to see their
rabbi wasting all his status and power and glory and might on this most menial,
and yet intimate, sensual task . . .
well it was too much for them, and Peter had to protest because he didn’t
understand.
Do you understand? Do
you see what has happened here? Jesus
has taken the social/cultural world order and he has pulled it inside out. The ones on the margin are now in the
center. The woman with a shoe in her
face is now standing erect and dignified.
A race enslaved first by chains and then by laws and then by attitudes
and economic policies is now standing erect and dignified. The children slaving over our sneakers are
now standing erect and dignified. The
man stooping to clean the toilets is now standing erect and dignified. The undocumented immigrant bending over to
pick our strawberries, fearing to be found out, is now standing erect and
dignified.
We are all standing erect and dignified. Because now we’re all at the master’s
feet. And we’re all being put into our
proper place. You know where that place
is? Prepare yourself. Because you’re about to see something else
dripping on those beautiful feet. You’re
about to see blood. Because we’re coming
to our proper place this coming week, my sisters and brothers. We’re coming to the foot of the cross. You’re coming to the feet of the cross, the
feet with nails in them. Keep your eye
on those feet. Keep your eye on those
feet. Keep your eye on those feet.
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